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Post by DataNinja on Dec 18, 2021 5:53:30 GMT
"My schooling isn't more important than you," Thel says, pulling out a hairbrush and running it through Em's hair. "And Patience's specialist should be here Monday, they said. That's not too long."
"All of the others... they know how to take care of themselves. Better than they could if I was with them, I know. Muku and Terra stopped the rains. they can take care of themselves. And have a much more... forwards approach to life. Well, I think, for Terra, at least. I... didn't really goet to know her too well. Kursz is enjoying his life. And Omega... well, what we want out of things is completely different. I'd just cause strife."
"It's been hard being without you for these weeks. I... don't want to do that again. I don't want something to happen, and... we might not even know the other's in trouble."
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Post by Robot on Dec 18, 2021 20:02:57 GMT
The girl calmed under his steady, firm ministrations, leaning back into the brush and letting her eyes slide closed. "It is hard, being without a family, but we make due as best we can, don't we?" She trailed off for a moment, eyes searching skyward. "I hope you can find someone you could come to see as mother and father, Thel. People older that you can trust with every secret, feel safe with. It's... different, even then the bond you have with Patience, or your Pokemon."
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Post by DataNinja on Dec 18, 2021 21:33:54 GMT
"We do," Thel agrees. It's true. They make do as best as they can.
"I hope so too, one day..." he says, almost wistfully. "But, we have many days ahead of us. I'm sure I'll find something. Someday."
But, he's happy now. Family or none, he still has Em. He still has his friends. It will all be okay. He smiles, as he loses himself in the rhythmic brushing.
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Post by Robot on Dec 20, 2021 19:04:39 GMT
"Let's see what we can here until Monday, and find out what the specialist has to say about your sister? Play things by feeling from there.". Em murmured softly, at ease, so relaxed as she might have even been asleep. "The world is too hectic right now to commit to much in the long term, but we have plenty of time to get to everything. At least I hope we do."
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Post by DataNinja on Dec 20, 2021 19:33:05 GMT
"That sounds like a good plan," Thel replies, in the same quiet voice. "We'll see how things go. But, for now, we can just enjoy each others' company."
Thel is more at ease now, but after the events of the day, and the rest earlier, his mind is awake. And so it wanders.
He thinks about the day, and how much could have gone wrong if just one of many small things in his life had been different. If they'd been rescued from Magma any earlier or later. If he'd not accepted Hope - or any of his partners at their time, especially Serenity or Patience. If they'd gone to Jasmine's Gym first. If he'd dove in after Muku. Not gone to Charm School. Not loved Em, not gone to see her, didn't go up that mountain. If any of those had gone differently...
With so many things like that, he wonders if perhaps his life isn't that much different from how it was before. If the world's been guiding him to be how he is, to do what he did, to make sure that it persisted. It would make sense, he doesn't really feel like the same Salandit he once was. Did he necessarily make that change? Is he just a tool, to be guided as needed? He doesn't really like the thought, that his freedom now is just an illusion.
But, he glances up at the stars, and down at Em lying in his lap. In the end, he reflects, it doesn't really matter the why or the how. The wonder at exploring the planet still is his own, and, however it happened, he still has Em in his life. And he wouldn't give that up for the world.
And maybe the world would let him be a little selfish, and help him make Em happy. It may not be everyone... but it's the most important person to him.
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Post by Robot on Dec 20, 2021 20:55:55 GMT
Warmth hung in the night air. Wrapped in heavy thoughts, his love for Em, and the fatigue of the day, consciousness gave way to sleep under the stars, against the one he treasured the most.
So many nights had dreams given way to nightmare, but not this one. It came as gentle waves lapping on the shore. A mild sweetness punctuated by the tinge of setback and struggle. Days of soft kisses, and mutual love. A life with Em, bliss, but not unrealistically perfect. Dreams born of tempered expectations.
At the end of it all, he sat on a swing, his wife cradled in his arms, when a figure pale as the moon, garbed in yellows and pinks came smoothly across their lawn. Her hair was spun gold, and a crescent moon shaped mark sat amidst her forehead under a widow's peak. A sharply angled nose, and slight chin gave the woman a pointed appearance. She was older, but Thel's understanding of such things was limited.
In stride with her was a man who preferred red and black accoutrements. His skin, too, was of such a shade that it painted him different even from her. Tall, narrow, and broad of shoulder like the long shadows of the evening, or those that invoke fear in the twilight. A red scarf hung about his neck and lower face, striking blue eyes and pale hair giving quite the contrast. Amidst the center of his forehead was an unbroken circle, a darker shade from the remainder of his skin.
"So then, you've passed the first of your trials.". The woman smiled. "You are coming to know what it is to be human."
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Post by DataNinja on Dec 20, 2021 21:31:32 GMT
Part of Thel seems to realize that this is all a dream, but neither that part nor any other cares. He lets the events wash over him, a possible future to strive for.
The people that enter into his life seem neither unexpected nor unfamiliar, though he can't place them as much as he tries. "First of my trials?" he asks the visitors. With their presence, he's able to separate more his dream-experiences from those in his life, recognizing what's been 'real'. "I suppose it would be too much to hope that the one was all that I was expected to do. I don't suppose you'll be able to tell me what's to come?" He looks down at Em resting in his arms, and gives a wistful smile.
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Post by Robot on Dec 20, 2021 21:49:40 GMT
"We aren't strangers to each other, my child. There's no need to be so formal." The woman laughed behind her hand and moved to sit on the step leading up to Thel's porch. "A human shape, for a human's dreams, wouldn't you agree Darkrai?"
Darkrai rolled his eyes and left them lid heavily. "Yes yes, the fleeting nature of dreams, from rote and repetition.". He curmudgeoned. "Your role in the shape of the waking world ends with the ambitions of the one you call Giovanni. When, and howsoever his ambitions stop or run their course, then you may consider yourselves free from the yoke of destiny."
"You long for assurance that all will be well in the end. It is a sentiment shared by many who look to the future.". Cresselia explained warmly. "You build strong friendships, and those bonds will see you through. Some victories come with sacrifice. May yours be few and far between."
Darkrai approached the sitting woman and gently alighted a hand on her shoulder. A small affectionate gesture, which was withdrawn shortly after it began. "Those around you will have their own trials.". He offered stiffly. "Some, you must accept are theirs to bear. Others, it will be the love you have made that will see you through."
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Post by DataNinja on Dec 20, 2021 22:07:41 GMT
At Darkrai's name, Thel silently mouths 'oh', as things fall into understanding.
"It began with Giovanni," he muses, nodding. "So... it makes sense that that's where it would end. I should have expected that, but… I guess I held out hope that it wouldn't."
"...thank you for your gifts and your advice," he says. "Yes, even your gifts, Darkrai. Whatever you might think, they are appreciated. Even now. I have had... much help to be where I am now, and I couldn't have done so if I was lacking any of it."
He looks down at Em again. "I... I know it's selfish to ask for more, but... is there anything that I can do for her? To help ease or solve what she's going through?"
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Post by Robot on Dec 21, 2021 0:04:14 GMT
The pair shared a look, some unspoken communication between them. "I won't be far.". Darkrai stated dryly, squinting against the light of the sunrise. "I find open sentimentality... saccharine at best and nauseating at worst."
"Just as well, a woman's touch seems to carry more weight with them.". The male departed without so much as a backwards glance, moving out of the light without regards for whatever apology or utterance Thel might have to offer for his take on young love.
Cresselia stood, and with a gesture lengthened the deck, house, and the very seat Thel was on, to admit her to join him in comfort and in close proximity. Such was the malleable nature of dreams. "You'll have to excuse him, it's rare he speaks with mortals, much less in a casual or passing way.". She looked after Darkrai with a little sigh, and then turned her attention to Em's peacefully sleeping expression.
"What she wants does not come to humans naturally. It takes tremendous effort and dedication. She has come a long way in a short time on her own, but risks come with developing the sight too much. Some, she would do well to be wary of, in preserving your feelings.". She lightly brushed a thumb through Thel's bangs.
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Post by DataNinja on Dec 21, 2021 0:17:22 GMT
"If that is the case," Thel says, concerning Darkrai, "then it means that much more that he was wiling to guide me this much."
"It doesn't matter how it might make me feel," he whispers. "My own happiness at the expense of hers is no happiness at all..."
"If I'm not able to help her with her sight... would I be able to help her meet with her family again? Or... is that something else to be wary of?
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Post by Robot on Dec 21, 2021 3:01:09 GMT
"Empathy is what she desires. The girl who offered to train her is a telekinetic. The technique that goes into each are vastly different, but a few things hold true.". Cresselia settled a pale hand on his shoulder. "The power of the mind is governed by focus and practice. Were she to reach the potential she had before, emotional outbursts become dangerous. Psychics and Occultists tend to be very closed, passive individuals for this reason."
The woman trailed the back of her hand along Em's cheek. "In her quest to know you, and the hearts of others around her, she will need to close herself off. It isn't enough to hide the emotions, you control them. Will them away. Failure to do so is immensely dangerous to all parties involved. The stronger she becomes in the gift, the more necessary that control becomes. The woman she is learning from could level buildings before she was half your age... And she is a natural human. I balk at the idea of the power your love could bring to bear should she be so inclined."
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Post by DataNinja on Dec 21, 2021 3:11:48 GMT
"I see..." Thel says, nodding. Idly, he's cognisant once more of the knowledge that he doesn't actually know how old he is. "I will let her know, and just... do my best to help her along this path. Be there for here when she needs someone." He wonders, too, if Em's family could help her in that sort of control... but, Cresselia hadn't commented on his question about that, so he doesn't want to push it.
"Thank you, Cresselia, for all of your help, and your gifts. I know that even if this is the first time that we've met, you've been aiding me for some time. I... hope I haven't be disappointing in that regard."
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Post by Robot on Dec 21, 2021 19:10:45 GMT
"We've met countless times, it's just you had no cause to see or remember before now." Cresselia smiled wisely, wrinkles creasing the corners of her eyes. "Idyllic dreams, waking or not, do tend to catch my eyes.". She folded her hands lightly across her middle.
"You aren't a disappointment, though I wish your fear of such weren't so profound. As you find success, it is my hope you can find confidence in your abilities." Lacing her fingers, she sat forward, elbows on her knees. "As to her family... I cannot say. Her father will be able to do little for her. Gallade are latently psychic creatures, enhancing their fighting abilities with mental clarity and body control techniques. Her mother may succeed where he wouldn't, if you could find her."
The Goddess of Dreams closed her eyes and slowed her breathing. "I may be able to narrow your search. That is to say, if her mother yet lives. There are few who pine and yearn for family, as a Gardevoir might. As creatures of emotion they pairbond for life. In most likelihoods she was captured by a trainer."
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Post by DataNinja on Dec 22, 2021 1:30:33 GMT
"I... ah," Thel says with a smile. "I see. Well, I learn new things all the time."
"You have already helped so much," he says, quietly. "I could not ask more of you..." Besides, were she captured by a Trainer, and her and Em met... that could possibly hurt everyone involved that much more...
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Post by Robot on Dec 22, 2021 2:08:42 GMT
"I will discuss it at length with Darkrai, for the sake of her happy ending, and yours."
"You needn't bother with the feather touch, I was never out of earshot.". The edge of a shoulder and the side of his face were visible just past the edge of the building. Though Darkrai's posture was stiff, there was a yielding quality to it, as thought it were in part an act. To what end, who could say.
Moving to the leading edge of the porch, Darkrai's blue eyes drank in Thel with great intensity. "Boy, do you swear to hold to your dreams, fantasies, and loved ones with every fiber of your soul. For so long as you draw breath, no matter how dark the world becomes, or how long the night?"
Even Cresselia regarded him with a surprised, flattened expression.
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Post by DataNinja on Dec 22, 2021 2:18:18 GMT
It takes a moment for Thel to find words again, but once he does, he speaks them with confidence. "I do. They are everything to me. The ones I love make life worth living. The hope to one day be able to make the world like my dreams drives me onwards. I know however dark it can seem... there is always still hope."
Quieter, he says, "I almost gave up before. I tread my path without hope, driven by fear instead. To avert the worst, instead of striving for the best. It caused anguish to my love, my family, my friends. Never again. Night will always eventually end and day will come again, so long as we believe that it will. And that is what I have to hold close. Striving for things, even if you fall short, can be enough of an inspiration for change..."
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Post by Robot on Dec 22, 2021 2:34:00 GMT
Unblinking, his attention slid to Cresselia. He held her eyes, before returning to Thel. "See to it that you hold your Oath. There are too few stars in the night she admires as she does yours. Keep it sheltered. Nurture it when you can. I will find her the help she needs, be it family or stranger."
Cresselia sat back with a knowing smile but said nothing. The dark, brooding male made a small noise between a grumble and a protest, and turned his attention elsewhere.
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Post by DataNinja on Dec 22, 2021 2:39:52 GMT
Flushing a little, he opens his mouth to thank Darkrai, but closes it again wordlessly. It had already been commented on that the other did not like saccharine moments, and Thel's sure that he knows what would have been said already. Instead, the boy merely inclines his head.
"I have felt the pain of faltering, and seen what it caused in others. I won't let that happen again."
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Post by Robot on Dec 22, 2021 18:58:23 GMT
"We will see you again soon." Cresselia stood, planting a small kiss on Thel's forehead and smoothing his hair back. "When we have your answers, or when the occasion should call for it. So long as there are dreamers, and we have each other, we never want for time or balance. Let her be your strength, and be hers in kind. You'll find better harmony then quietly fighting to shelter one another against the wishes of your partner."
With a graceful bow, she dissolved into a moonlit sky, with high wispy clouds and a brilliant wheel of stars. Thel woke where he'd lain, rested and refreshed despite the hour of the night. Em slept soundly on top of him.
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